Program Manager at a MNC
Most of them online know what is life like working at a Multi National company, IT companies are now agile and are moving towards anytime release. Now in a software industry, there is always a chaos in work life, we always have something running in Priority column. I have seen life as a developer, automation Engineer, manual testing, Test lead and now as a Program Manager. Yes, it all looks fancy and yes, I did achieve a lot in a short tenure of 7 years. No, it was not a cake walk i have seen politics and delays in promotions for being a woman and heard comments on my financial independence from my past managers and also seen life as a part of management.
My current job role doesn’t have a boundary for responsibilities, there is no fixed Job Description for a Program Manager as it mainly involves co-ordination, facilitation, taking steps to meet timelines , delivering value and presenting data for decision making. Now, we know in a development role, that it is not their responsibility to decide the test matrix, and we know it is not a testers responsibility to fix a bug found, these roles have concrete structure and mine is a flowing one.
My role has big challenges like resolving dependencies and getting the solution together which is customer facing. It is also working towards customer satisfaction and getting more customers to adopt the new product / a update on an existing product.
Pros
- It gives me satisfaction at the end of the day, that I have made a valuable contribution to my organization. I can see the value that was delivered.
- Helps in growing network, which leads in understanding different mentality and people involved in business.
- I am always learning, there is no definition of done. What worked with one individual will not work with all.
- Most importantly, I am an individual contributor. I get to learn from my mistakes, and I get to take credit for my hard work.
- Job Satisfaction.
- Big Bucks.
Cons
- Working Round the clock, to discuss / resolve topics across time zones
- Lack of sleep, due to different time zones.
- Criticality of deliverable, resulting no peace of mind and always on the toes.
- No personal time. No vacation time.
- Basically, No time for anything.
Sailors Challenge with a Professional Wife
When my man is off job, it means that he is 100% free, he is in actual vacation mode, but that doesn’t mean I too get the same free time as him. My profession requires me to marry my project to walk it through to success, and this means I get less time to spend with him during his vacation. While I travel distances to reach my office, and work with different mindsets and return in traffic exhausted, my man gets bored waiting for me.
The lack of understanding on how the my profession works, he misses to understand the mental state of mine. I would want to rest, while he would want to watch a movie. I would want to enjoy a good conversation or gossip about work, while he doesn’t get the need to do this and feels, for me, it is always about work. For me, he is a priority after work, for him everyone else’s idea on us is priority over our time. I will need a time away from all on weekends, he will push me into family gatherings, which further exhausts me with their own expectations.
I am trying to bridge these gaps, but now I feel it is impossible to resolve. I have no plans of leaving my job for it is all i have as my future security. I try my best to make him understand but I learnt very quickly he never will, as his life with me is very limited.
Life of a working wife is complex but it is even more challenging for a sailor’s wife for he never sees the challenges she faces and will only end up complaining that you’re always busy and have no time for me. It is always forgotten that she never shared her concerns with you during your time on sea to give you peace of mind, you were not there when she needed you the most and yet it is expected only out of her to make his vacations beautiful.
I am a soul that dies everyday out of loneliness and tired of responsibilities, trying to live one day at a time and takes all that is thrown at her like an endless sea.
I am his pillar, I am his home. He is my anchor, who holds my soul.